First, about your Jehovah’s Witness aspirations:
Watchtower society members claim to be different and better than the worldly people that they refer to as “bird food”. Society members refer to non-Witnesses as bird food because they look forward to the time when the birds will feast on the flesh of dead non-Witnesses after Armageddon. Is the Watchtower Society really morally superior and separate from the rest of American society?
The Jehovah’s Witness Watchtower organization has a long history of denigrating the ethnicities of its members. The very foundations of the society were built on racism. Just as the slave master kept slaves in enforced ignorance, the Watchtower Bible and Tract Society keeps members in ignorance by not allowing them to investigate the many inconsistencies in the organization’s teaching.
Passage taken from Racism in the Jehovah’s Witness Watchtower
Now, about your bulimia:
Bulimia is an eating disorder. Someone with bulimia might binge on food and then vomit (also called purge) in a cycle of binging and purging. Binge eating refers to quickly eating large amounts of food over short periods of time. Purging involves forced vomiting, laxative use, excessive exercise, or fasting in an attempt to lose weight that might be gained from eating food or binging.
Definition taken from eMedicineHealth
Hope this helps.